for all the right reasons

despite everything my chest continues to rise and fall despite you, despite me, despite us the sun continues to rise, continues to set and i continue to cry, alone. i spend so much time trying to understand how things have come to this lonely, unsettled place a place i can neither understand nor accept. there is so much confusion the colors have all blended into such a beautiful shade of grey yes, such a beautiful shade of grey. if my legs only had the strength to run from this raging of my heart, my mind, my soul if only i could just leave leave you, leave me, leave us if only letting go were an easy task, i would i would let go of all i have loved and all i hate. despite everything my chest continues to rise and fall despite you, despite me, despite us the sun continues to rise, continues to set such a beautiful shade of grey.