I hate feeling this way

I can't even put into words the way I feel right now. Not even Ani can sing for me tonight. I am so tired: physically and emotionally. I hate how you can just walk in and out of my life and leave me to clean up the mess you leave. I hate how you try to explain away your actions and my feelings. I deserve to have people in my life who do what they say they will do. If you can't do that, you are not welcome here anymore. I'm sure you are having a great time right now. Thank you for ruining my night. Smiley for the Day: